Since her exit, she has cited PTSD as being the root of her departure, and on Sunday's episode, the events leading up to her exit showed the emotional toll this season had on her.
In the episode, she revealed in the diary room, "I just wish it wasn't personal.
I just don't know if I can handle it." Megan notified Alex that she heard Jessica call her a "panda," which she interpreted as racist telling her, "Isn't that a little racist?" Although Jessica did not call her a "panda," she did refer to her as season 16 houseguest Paola Shea, who is also of Asian decent.
When she didn't return from being in the diary room for "hours," current head of household Cody read a statement from production to the entire house.
Her storyline on the show was wrapped up with her photo on the memory wall fading away and some of her now-former houseguests laughing at her exit.